It's courage day for me!! =) Left early for lesson since mom dad to go to ampang so they dropped me home & I left early to Pyramid.. went to 'Popular' book to see several interesting books.. Later went for lesson... Finally managed to speak to Chem regarding 'kasih's lessons'.. Jenny agreed i was sorta being used... Main coach should spend more time with the student and focus on the elements,2nd coach just brush up and takes a look at the program... ( i still dont get the idea of main and second coach probably coz all my other permanent students stick to one,unless they wanna change completely...) So explained that it wont be fair if i spend so much of time on kasih as compared to her main coach & i didnt wanna intefere in her teaching... Truthfully speaking i cant work with her! In the begining she asked if i could take her students incl kasih,enie,zeze.. (alia &aneeta under her still, nerissa- aiza) i said ok with kasih as even b4 sk8 asia ive been havin lessons everyday with her no problem, but the rest i need to check my schedule..NOW she comes & says she wants to do Kasih Solo, i do spotlight..(maybe coz she only has few students going) but still its like you give away something then u want it back-but you want it back also only for a short while.. eh...??? For me it doesn't matter i leave it up to the parents but the parent also don't care so guess its back to the coach.. She text sayin I can do like what she did for Sk8 asia when i did her program she check...(and complaint as well saying my program wasnt nice haha) at the end she sent saying if i wanna do her program i can do all.. (NOT replied to any sms, waste of credit why cant she just be open and talk face to face...) These are the reasons i dont want to have anything to do with her.. =) will settle her later.................

Yeaa, after maghrib prayers and again talking to jenny(she said i HAVE to talk to mom TONIGHT no postpone) so i did verrryy slow & yes it came out........ explained how i wanted to get married on my special dates i picked she giggled... Then i confessed and said i really like him & he really likes me... Then she explained that its all not easy... The distance we live in, the religion (he has to want it for himself & not for me.. which i hope it is........) a lot needs to be learnt there, building a family responsibility, and yes of course Financially.. As parents (which is what i will be one day) it is true they only want THE BEST & it's nice to see someone who can provide that for their child besides the LOVE...so i did convince them that i was happy being wit him & we are saying thats why next yr there wont be many frequent trips... but it is only fair i told her if i go and see him, coz how can i be with someone i've never seen their real life...He has seen my life, my family, what i do and all..I did also say here n there in the conversation that Jenny may come with me & her 'friend'... Our plan go to KL-Rome-Bormio-Bucharest-Rome-KL ... Papa came in so she said to be continued.. but at least she knows how i feel and whats my plans & i wanna go to Europe !!! Now part 2 shall continue soooon.................... (i'm so excited that i hope it works unlike all my other plans, it was ok to scarifice those for THIS)