malice..

how could someone just have the guts and decide to abandon them out of nowhere... is that really a way to show your dissatisfaction towards someone?? it's rather ironic how from being persistent to meet transformed to an ignore & leave them just like that hanging on a whole different level at the same time....if i were to write this post yesterday i think i would have cursed and sweared a lot at what had happened so its best to just try & keep it short & simple now, as it's no point wasting not only time & effort but also thought for such matter... everythin happens for a reason i reminded myself & that really made me open my eyes and see things clearly and reassured me that my decision made earlier was the right thing to do... there is nothing left to talk and say.....thats when i discovered friends that would really go the extra mile if they could and appreciate and feel very lucky having them in my life...although we may not see things the same but their act of kindness helped me opened my heart and i thank you..
feeling alone, lost, stranded and stuck not really knowing whats the next best move and having to make decision was tough and furthermore when it has to be decided within minutes... i'm just thankful that i am still able to write this down regardless what an irresposible soul did...