this week has been full of ups & downs...just when i thought things were going fine, life proved me otherwise & showed me that yes, life is a rollercoaster...
the ride was ok,until on tuesday, i just got hit emotionally, & how i felt almost exactly 6months ago hit me...like getting hit by a train..went cut my hair short!! then after had ice cream with reen to make myself feel better bout my hair that went sorta wrong but who cares its done, felt like something was not right..true enough after sent reen back, after a very quiet moment out on a drink, words started to exchange, feelings thrown across, things started gettin personal & wit the rain it was all such a glooomy, weather & i felt the storm hit right thru me... it was rainin not only outside but also inside in the passenger seat...the moment was so intense that you just feel like running away & hide in the shell...still recovering from it, the feeling of losing someone close is hard, that why i'm tryin not to get too emotionally attached..
on the other side,zoli was away in Budapest from monday til today,he is waiting for aeroviva to give him a new price for his airticket as they might fly direct on May,so coool looking forward...
now just lookin at the bright side of life.. (my face is still exploding pimples,& my weight has increased since i got back from Korea to 49KG its the ehaviest i have ever been,so tryin to make it go down to 42 again) think too many things on my mind & in me,that my whole body feels upsy turvy (is there such a word-basically mean haywire)
*lonely..im sooo lonely.... reen is in redang as well haha told her to have fun by the beach enjoy the scorchin hot sun & then later the cats & dog rain*
have a nice weekend ahead!!!!!!!! issues to settle..not sure which one :P
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